Dog Tired

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Sometimes my brain and worry are like a dog and a ball, one endlessly entertaining the other until it’s torn to shreds.

Pardon me, it takes massive effort to write. Every sentence is a chore. The world is ending anyway, according to my belly and head. Cormac is keeping me company as I write, Husband is home (finally) for the week, even Moro is being sweet. Dante remains unaffiliated.

Sometimes I wonder what people do in their free time when they’re not blaming themselves for the apocalypse. Less often, I wonder what sort of uncanny terror I would be with two hands, a perfect body and a perfect brain.

Probably better off with the devil I know. Anxiety, darling, even old friends wear out their welcome eventually. You can visit, but take the hint. Scram.

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Ama Ndlovu explores the connections of culture, ecology, and imagination.

Her work combines ancestral knowledge with visions of the planetary future, examining how Black perspectives can transform how we see our world and what lies ahead.