I would love to see P right now. Isn’t he adorable in that suit and tie? (I will always love that man for calling my hand ‘cute’) It’s been a while since we had time together. Years, almost. Damn shame.

I’m taking notes in class on the History of Social Work, and since I read the article already, the lecture that the TA is giving is somewhat redundant. Elizabethan Poor Laws were fuuuuucked up. I presume that if I was born in any other age in history, I’d be miserable. Especially a time in history when disabilities were considered moral failings, yikes.  (Wow, in one slide, she went from the 1960’s civil rights movements to PRESENT. Smooth, TA.)

I’m feeling moderate today, not terrible, probably because I’m keeping busy. Busy-ness will be the death of me, but I’ll by cheerful when I go. Ha. Ha.

Actually, to be honest, I’m really, really tired. Like, depression-tired. I’m also getting snarky in class, and just pointed out that the ‘other side’ is not necessarily uneducated and uninformed, They just don’t agree with you. I’m in a bitchy mood, apparently. Will attempt to hide behind my computer for the majority of the day. It’s safer than letting Bitch Jady run amok.

That’s the trick of an episode; I fucking hate everything. I hate class, I hate the students in class with their limp liberal bullshit. I hate being out of my house, I hate that I had to wear a bra today, god forbid. I’m only able to focus on class, ironically, by doing a side project of blogging. I swear, Mom, I’m listening to the lecture.

Think I might also be getting sick.

Think I’m also a whiny ho.

I’m missing my friends in California, I’m missing my family all over.

OH MY FLIPPING HECK THESE STUDENTS ARE SUCH BLEEDING HEARTS/ WHINY BITCHES

ok, step back Jady, are you having a bad day? Did you just wake up to a bad day when the red bull kicked in? Yeah. There you go.

I could really use a P visit right now. That pic is just pulling at my heartstrings.

oh, loyal reader, I’m blue.