Welcome to my 100th post on jadybyproxy.com!!!!

I consider doing a countdown of my favorite posts on this list but frankly, all of my posts are equally darling to me. That's such a mom thing to say but it's true. I started this blog when I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, possibly a bit before I accepted the diagnosis. it is my way of coping with my incredibly sporadic memory and keeping track of how I am doing throughout the years. I think the hardest part of having a memory that isn't very reliable is that I have arguments with the husband over and over again at different points in the year and I never remember how they were resolved so they happen again. The nice thing about having a blog is that you can go back and look at where you were years ago and possibly not make the same mistakes twice. To be perfectly honest, this is the hundredth post on this particular blog but I do have posts from the original redrighthandmade.wordpress.com. So it's not actually the 100th post in my blogging career. Still, hell, you don't pass up an opportunity for celebration when you find one. I'm going old school with this one and writing a poem for my muse, the Husband.

The mornings are still warm
You're still here before the big party
I was invited too
But I have work to do
Seasons change
Time drags me forward
But love is ever long
I hum our wedding song
Soon I will see you rarely
Soon you will sleep in dust
Still remaining true
To all I am to you
The dogs are curled up now
In the memory of you
And time, she ticks along
Hopeful hearts are never wrong
I cannot see the moon
I assume it's waning
I hope you have a better view
Look up if you want to
We can share the night apart
My muse, my love, my heart.

Happy centennial, loyal reader.